Hi..

LTR ghosting me after me turning beta . And displaying beta..ish behaviour for the past couple of months. Been together for a year and 3 months now.. when we started relationship i had super alpha characteristics.. that had changed over the course of the 15 months.. the last couple of months.. ive been turning beta. I understood.. but i had no motive to change it.

Ok so fast forward to the main part of this topic. Last friday we got into a verbal fight about some of the behavior she was doing and i told her that if she didnt stop such behaviour.. (having her instagram public and posting lots of pics and wanting to be an instagram persona i.e. gettibg approval from guys online) i would leave lol. I threatened to leave.. She was crying for me not to leave and i was watching her cry for me.. lol that fed my ego. Anywho, she said she would leave such behavior for me blah blah.. but its like something was broken within our relationship.

Anywho,, she wouldn’t reply to any of my calls or texts now.. And she even had her sister put on a show about how she was very sad quite depressed and alone and doesn’t wanna talk to anyone..

I guess she wants the attention.. what kind of shit test is this?

I don’t want to leave that will feel like a massive failure to me.. like me leaving because she lost desire because i turned to a beta-boy for a while..

I can be alpha again damnit!

Anywho i would like to hear what u guys have to say..

Kind regards..