Hey, guys. Good morning. I consider this a vent and advise seeking at the same time.

Long story short. I’ve been with a girl I really like, she’s funny, gorgeous and easy going most of the time. We recently moved in together, renting an apartment near college.

Things were great, but you can almost guess what’s next. All the relationship turns sideways, I’ve been learning things I don’t really like about her, and after me explaining to her directly it keeps being the same or even worse.

I’ve been really affected cause of it. Constant crying in the shower due to frustration, stress and anger. I even cried in front of her once, which I know can be lethal.

I really do care about this girl. But at the same time I feel really frustrated cause of my inability to make everything right, an hers. I constantly think of this sub, remembering everything I used to read and consciously doing the exact opposite.

I am utterly devastated by my inability to take control of the situation and end things right up the bat, as I should. Firstly cause I know it is not good for me as a man, and it will get worse over time.

What advice do you have for me?

Thank you for reading. I know, perhaps I am not the best Redpiller out there. Please be straight and honest with you opinions/comments.

All questions are welcomed.