I've recently been dating quite a few women. I feel quite abundant as I don't really have time to set up new dates and chase new girls.

My concern is that the girls I got now was from luck. I feel like I got lucky and that's the reason I have success. I can't help the feeling that once these plates break I'm not going to be able to get new ones.

I have a been working in my charisma and physique very seriously for a year. I still feel like I'm not enough.

I feel like this is a silly thought process but I've only very recently started dating girls for first time ever (22 yo). Is abundance something that takes time to internalize because I don't like the feeling that I need to hold on to these plates.