I made out with my one it is yesterday after not talking to her for about a year (until a week ago when she texted me). I went over her house to watch Netflix. We cuddled the whole time but I was pretty nervous to actually kiss her, and she could probably tell. After we kissed she asked me if it was my first time, and I ignored the question thinking it was a shit test (again, she probably knew it was my first time). Then, I sorta fumbled over my words and made it sound like I apologized for being a pussy about the entire date. I really didn't mean to do this but it came out that way.

My question is whether or not I should continue to hang out with this chick. I feel pretty accomplished for finally kissing a girl, but I'm also feeling very non-masculine with the way I did it.