So there's this one special girl... and there are other girls, too. But for the purpose of this post, let's focus on this girl and my perception of her (here's a guy trying to straighten his twisted perceptions).

This girl... she's a 9/10, tall blonde undergrad in her early 20s, into fitness and healthy lifestyle, conscientious, appears to have her shit together, etc. AFAIK, it probably doesn't get any better than this. And naturally, I'd like to hit that... but given my track record, there's a high probability of me fucking this up. But hey, such may be the story of a pimp in the making... and that looming fuckup might as well make for a hilarious little story. We'll see...

Anyhow... I take the girl in question on a semi-date. A semi-date because I pulled her from a formal environment and she seemed a bit anxious about it. Given such situation, I figured that trying to stick my tongue into her mouth ASAP may come off as a little bit creepy. So I just cracked a few jokes, carried a conversation, led her around, and then bid her farewell with a hug. And that was it. Oh, and she said she has a boyfriend (but really, who cares).

Oh well... should have pimped through the situation as Dr. house did (it is borderline hilarious, as that scene captures a similar girl, in a similar context... its just that I wish my pimp level was this high).

Given that there's that secret society and the manners of today's girls are on the loose end, I may be regretting my reserved semi-date behavior now. Yeah, the original context did not favor bold moves... but I could have pushed that context to increase my odds.

Anyway... when (if) I meet up with her again this week, I feel I have to push for the interaction to become a lot more naughty - to see what comes out of it...

To the point, to the core of it: this girl, she presents herself with this aura of innocence. I'm not sure whether I'll be able to break through that... but I'd like to see that. Just for the sake of it. Turn her into my own personal slut. Let her choke on that big dick, and come up with other romantic endeavors of similar tastes. If there is that aforementioned "secret society" and AWALT holds true, then seeing the princess fall from grace may be solid eye-opener for me. To kill that inner beta... and to have my way with her.

Hmmm. Carl Jung described that we all have this hidden side of our personality, this dark place. From there, such twisted thoughts may originate. But what you know, if I do break her princess-ness and make her my personal little whore, there's this possibility that she may even like it.

How shall I proceed?