Thought I'd rant about an experience with an older woman. I was in monk mode trying to get my life back together. Gym is probably the only place I see women and has been for the last few years. I run my company from home. Pretty isolated and I had a long dry spell.

Even though I'm poor as fuck, don't own a car, no real social circle etc, I appear as very high SMV at the gym. Shredded, big, enhanced, might compete in the future.

So this milf (also very wealthy) starts giving me the eyes and we hit it of well. She is 34 and I'm 28. Not long after we fuck twice and I notice her behavior changes. Eventually she tries to get me to orbit and still train at the same time. She is obviously looking to get the validation she does when she's with me and constantly take photos of us together to brag to her friends. I'm actually ashamed for having spent that much time with her at the gym. Wasted workouts. She only wants to be seen with me and not actually give a fuck about me as a person. Plus she doesn't even want to fuck anymore which blows my mind.

No real point to this rant except it's my first experience of getting "conquered" both physically and emotionally. As soon as that happened she went cold as ice.

Older women seem to live for validation. That's also being fake as fuck. Her game was insane though. I don't know how to describe it. She knew all the red pill stuff and much more. Older women are dangerous lol and her ego is the same it was 15 years ago. Now she thinks she's the shit because she conquered me and thins she's on the same level as all my previous gfs. She basically used me. That's what happens in monk mode when you get desperate and prone to oneitis, even if she's below your standards. She's actually quite hot with makeup but 34 is 34.

She keeps coming back for more validation and I keep running into her at the gym. Not that easy to ghost her but whatever.