Girl has a boyfriend. I think she likes me on the low. Every time we get drunk together she touches face, constantly looks after me, sits on lap. The past weekend, she tells me that whatever happens between us is up to her, and that she’s in charge of what we can do, then proceeds to tell me to hit on another girl. Ended up kissing her later that night.

After the kiss energy changed, she’s been very discreet, avoids conversation with me. I Try to meet up but she’s always busy. I shoot her a text to try understand what’s happening, she says it just was a moment, and I shouldn’t look to deep into it.

What should I do?

Edit: I’m in university. She’s graduating next year. We have a month together then I’m never seeing her again. I’m trying to wake up to that every morning until the last day.