I'm a chinese female interested in being the bottom of a relationship. Only interested in BDSM because I feel like I receive more pleasure through it.And I don't have actual experience on it.

First problem.I'm only interested in white men. I just don't feel any attractions to asian men. Another problem, I live in the South East Asia so I totally can't find any white men.

Second problem, I'm planning to live in Japan in the future for work, though it isn't confirmed yet.

So I was wondering if I could maybe find some white men partners in a Japanese bdsm club.Well it's going to be hard... so I decided to post this instead.

Hoping to talk it out first...I understand these circumstances are crazy impossible to achieve but I have faith.I don't want to live in regret.

I will answer/clarify any questions~ Any advice is appreciated :)