After crossing to other side of life, I’ve been learning a lot, noticing a lot. My dad is not the man I thought he was and I’ve noticed he’s suffering. I’ve had a beta upbringing and my dad is beta. It’s quite trippy because when I first began reading red pill knowledge, I saw my dad as a natural blue pill alpha. Turns out I’ve been blinded by genetics my whole life. Red pill is truth. I can read minds. I feel like a therapist. I’m a life long learner.

Bit of a testimony there but, back to the question. Do I help my dad? I feel as if he’ll be to insecure within himself to listen to his 17 yr old son. Some people cannot be saved and I don’t wanna cause any drama in the house. My gut is telling me, my dads not a safe person. Jealousy is real, I ain’t tryna die.

Also to all my lurkers in there, stop trying to live up to an image. Just be. That’s what set me free. Now I spread positivity, I feel like Jesus. Even just writing this made me feel good.