So I've been plating a girl on and off for about 5 months. We've fucked a lot and spent more time in general (she's a good cook so I can rarely resist staying more) in the last couple of days. The thing is: she goes today and just a week ago I couldn't wait for her to leave because I felt I'm spending too much time with her and I got bored tbh, but now I feel kind of sad. When we parted ways, she cried and I couldn't stay unaffected tbh.

It is how it is, she was in my book (for my standards at least) no ltr material (too many male friends) and I kept it at bay, but I still have a feeling it ends too quick and for no reason beside her having to return to her hometown. I want to get back to the one week ago state where I was happy with her leaving, knowing we had some good times.

Atm I don't feel like fucking much. Maybe just give it time and then hit some other boring plates or simply monk it up for a month or so and reset.

Any advice/insight appreciated.