Hi TRP,

Long story short, about 4 years ago (I'm 24 now) I realized that if a man plays his hand correctly his potential was limitless. I decided I wouldn't get married or have kids (unless I find a legit unicorn) at least until 40 if at all.

I started increasing my SMV. The vast majority of my effort was put into getting into a top engineering school. I graduate in a year.

Here's the problem. I have severe anxiety over me getting a woman pregnant and thus throwing my entire plan out the window. I have an LTR while messing around with other girls and every time I get my nut off the worry creeps in...

"What if some of my nut got inside her?"

I start spinning all of these gross thoughts about how my life plan would be in the shitter. "I may not get to live my awesome life I've been working so hard for." It drives me mad, gents.

Does anyone else have this problem? It's like I'm trying so hard to craft an awesome future that if I see anything which could jeopardize it I freak out and can't enjoy my present life.

Any wise words or insights?