Hey brothers,

I feel like I became too emotionless. Every single emotion, let it be anger, fear, love, happiness feels really weak. Of course it brings some advantages, but every time I achieve a major personal goal, I miss that extra rush of dopamine.

I feel balanced, calm, relaxed and normal all the time. Others seem to be able to enjoy things a lot more, they get more excited overall. Sometimes I wish to be more dumb in order to not overthink and rationalize everything. This shit is bothering me.