I am a 20yo male, Indian, virgin and never been kissed. I am in decent shape and have been going to the gym for 2months so far and have seen improvements. I always have been recieving attention by girls but even though I look better I still have low self esteem issues and feel scared demonstrating sexual interest with a girl.

I guess it comes from a repressed sexual background since my parents never gave me "the talk" and expected alk that to be covered in school. I have been frequenting r/seduction for 5 years since i was in the 10th grade and have been good conversationally but not physically since i feel really awkward doing so.

So sorry for the rant, but do you guys have any tips on how to feel comfortable with physical contact with women and getting rid of low self esteem?