My first LTR, tons of red flags that I ignored. She dumped me 2-3 months ago and it literally broke me. She says she hated doing it but she has to: we had different directions in life. Continued being a bitch and reaching out to her for an entire month until I told her to block me everywhere.

Every once in a while I look at her Instagram. Few days ago she posted a picture on Instagram with something related to me (my business) and she commented: not smiling because of this item, but everything is as it should be.

I thought girls forget us much earlier. Can’t take her back if she wants, I’m almost over the emotional attachment I had to her and know that she’ll hit the wall hard. But I can’t just forget about it and thought about asking the sub here for advice. What does she mean and is it a shit test whether I’ll reach to her again?