I realize this is basically the opposite of what trp is about but I’m stuck. We started this job at the same time in a small, rural town with not much to do. Naturally we started hanging out a lot and I fell for her. I wasn’t even attracted to her at first but actually fell for her personality more than anything. She’s attractive just nothing that blows you away. Well I turned into the beta, nice guy, needy fuck that people love to trash on here. I’m embarrassed about it. It pushed her away quickly. I’ve been studying trp recently and believe the concepts here. I hit the gym daily and put myself out there but she stays on my mind. I try to avoid her but our offices are right beside each other and it’s a small company. I tell myself I won’t talk to her but end up breaking down every day. I’ve built this girl up in my head as the most amazing woman ever and she has yet to do anything to prove me wrong. It’s put me in a depression bad enough to have to see a professional to help me. I’ve become obsessive and it’s so dangerous to my mental health. I try to break free but I see her almost every day and break. I need any advice to help me get over this because I’m worried about my mental health at this point.