Rant incoming.

I fucking hate this shit. How do you guys who spin multiple plates not start to like one of em more than the others? Ironically its always your best plate that seems to drop cause of some shit youre doing that you dont even realize. For me I think it was over investment in a girl that objectively is pretty boring aside from her tight pussy and no gag reflex.

First thing I did when this plate started to drop, because im not sure if its official yet, was go out and got three girls numbers. 2 of em are downright beauties. The others alright. I have stuff planned with all of em later this week. But I cant get my fuckin mind off of whatever mistakes I made to drop this oneitis.

I feel like naturally Im always going to want one girl more than the others in my rotation and that inevitably leads to a downfall.

On the bright side its caused me to push harder in lifting, and other aspects that make me more attractive but still my mind is fucking fixated on WHY this bitch thought she could do better.

I dont mean to sound bitter but I’m legitimately pissed off and am about to hate fuck it out on these next poor girls.