I am at my buddy's place. The party is still here and I can feel the high wearing off. We've done a lot of alcohol and coke, and while it was fun at the time, I feel the emptiness. I feel absolutely dead inside, like they could kill me as well and it would make no difference. I like partying but I don't like the party if I end up with no chick. Shall I say "fuck" to partying until I get to the moment where I am absolutely chad and I sm gonna get some chick anyway? What shall I do guys? Give me some tip because I feel like a bitch and I want to become strong. I need a red pill.