Been seeing this girl for a little over a year. She worships the ground that I walk on. She has always overtly asked me to be in a relationship, I always gave her the rp run around to “the talk” because during the school year we have a lot of physical distance between us. This girl has given me a few thousand dollars, she takes me out to dinner a lot, buys me drinks, she says she loves me, she even proposed to me saying she wants to get married one day, she says she wants to have kids with me. While I was with her I didn’t fuck other women besides 1 other because she honestly completely satisfied me. Yesterday she says she needs to see me and says she was drunk and on Xanax one night and fucked some guy and got an std. she broke down crying in my car for 2 hours, I acted completely indifferent and told her to get out of my car and that it’s over. To be honest I thought I would feel heartbroken, sad, or angry but honestly I feel pretty indifferent. She wasn’t my girlfriend but I’d be lying if I said I don’t have feelings for her. I know everyone is going to say hard next but I think I want to keep fucking her but just tell her straight up that I’m gonna see other women and if she doesn’t like it then we should split up for good. Really don’t know how I feel in this situation other than indifferent, I definitely see how awalt, but also don’t see it as a huge deal because I can keep fucking her, keep reaping benefits from her, while taking a step back, focusing on myself, and seeing other women. Maybe I’m deluded idk, what is the consensus here? What do I do in this situation?