I have a few oneitises going on at the moment, all FWB situations. None of them are mine. All of them will go away in time, and I know why they will go away. I tell myself not to care and I play the game they need me to play. But inside, I long for them. When they say that I own their body and they are in love with me, that stuff makes me feel great. They shower me with attention, I get a bit high on that feeling. Then I am alone and it's quiet and I feel a sense of pain and loss. I know they are all riding the CC until they hit the wall, and I want to be at peace with the fact that they are not mine. I want to be content enough with what I have. But I guess that deep down I want them all to want only me, even though that would be intolerable to deal with I presume.

Do any of you sluts feel this way and if so what's your experience?