Hey, so, I had to break up with this girl a few weeks ago and she hasn't had a new bf but, it seems more and more likely that now she is screwing around. I can't stop thinking about how she might be out there giving blowjobs and getting pounded. It does not make me feel good. Deeply, it hurts to think about it. She was the prettiest girl I ever met.

I don't want to ignore this feeling because I don't think it will fade away. I want to transform it directly.