I was on my way back to the club, the girl I pulled didn't wanna go an hour and a half back home with me and wasn't down for a restaurant bathroom where the waiter was staring right at us. I'm sure there's a hole in the attraction that contributed beyond poor logistics.

I said fuck it and headed back to the club to find more reference experiences. On my way back I see a group of 3 girls sitting in a diner so I think, this is a great opportunity to push myself. So I go in, say what up to the guy at the door, and immediately go weak in the knees and my feet begin to feel like they're stuck in cement. I ask for a menu, flip through the pages and leave like the biggest socially conditioned pussy you've ever seen.

I've been having a lot of negative self talk, "fuck, i didnt know i was this much of a pussy." But that's not the right attitude to have. I should think, awesome, I found a glaring weakness that I know exactly how to fix. Enter every restaurant you pass by tonight and take action. Have any of you had any similar experiences? How did you handle it?