A little background on me (something I don't like talking about, but relevant). I was raised by assholes. They raised me to be a modern day Spartan. I was beaten, tortured and taught to fight. I was raised to be a warrior and successfully. I went thinking I would never come back, but I did. I'm too old and too physically broken to continue so now I'm a wolf trying to figure out how to live with the sheep. I'm fundamentally broken. Parts of me are missing. I can see them in others but I don't have them. I can't make them and I can't fix it. I have sociopathic tendencies and over all apathy. The world can burn I wouldn't care. The pattern I have noticed is that the women who are attracted to me are fucked up and broken. As much as I try to stay away from them and try for the stable women it just doesn't work that way. Can someone explain to me why this is happening? Is there a way to fix it?