This may be a long post but I'm really badly needing advice so please bear with me. I posted a similar post before and moderator dickhead immediately deleted it, but persistence is key.

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I once met a 20 year old girl with a 30 year old boyfriend which she "wanted to marry" and "had money" and you know the story. 80% beta provider, 20% alpha. At the time I was about 60% beta, and 40% alpha but regardless this woman still cheated on him for me (19 year old with nothing to offer but good dick which her boyfriend had none of). It wasn't even difficult to steal her.

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So my dumb ass who has never in his life had pussy before all of a sudden applies some red pill principals and bam a taken girl who is straight up gorgeous is sucking his dick whenever he wants. So what does my dumb ass do? LTR LTR LTR.

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As you can probably guess it only took about 6 months to betafy me. By 5 months in I was her bitch and she was dreading me in ways I didn't even think possible.

Also 5 months in I started noticing the signs of branch swinging. And to who? Her ex she cheated on.

So I'm like. Fuck this, I know whats about to happen, I'm dipping and I'm taking everyone with me. (Because I was suffering so much from her non-stop dread I couldn't take a loss like this without everyone burning).

I went and talked to her ex. I revealed the things she did to him and things she said about him. "Fuck her, you can have him" he said. "Fuck you I never want to see you again" she said to me. And I dipped, no contact for 4 months. She did try to contact me multiple times though.

4 months later word on the street is her ex forgave her and took her back.

also 4 months later I applied more redpill, got bigger, got more mature, gained more experience, got better in every way possible.

also 4 months later her life turned to shit, she started failing classes, getting fatter, all the bullshit. Smoking weed, drinking more. Everything.

So I decided that despite being over her (but probably only 85%) that I want to repeat history. I want to fucking take her again from him. I want to do things right this time. Nothing would satisfy me more then seeing her be my bitch this time. Nothing would satisfy me more then her desperately wanting my commitment again and me just toying with her making her word so hard for it inch by inch.

So I reached out to her. We had a quick 5 minute coffee. She revealed how terrible her life has been going. She said that it is indeed true she went back to her ex (I suspect out of desperation to not be alone). "Are you happy" "No, we have more problems then we ever had"....

Later that night she texts me at 1 AM "I'm drunk and high and I probably shouldn't say this but with respect to today's conversation I'm ready to be alone again".

Next morning "Never mind what I said".

So in my mind she practically gave me an invite to "just make it happen".

I've been inviting her for dinner with me and she is shit testing pretty relentlessly. JUST LIKE SHE DID BEFORE I FIRST STOLE HER. She is giving numerous reasons as to why she can't have dinner with me at a specific time but I keep deflecting it and slowly she is caving and giving alternate times. I FUCKING KNOW SHE WANTS IT. Even if she doesn't want it, I KNOW THAT SHE CAN'T ESCAPE MY FIELD... I'm simply better then her current boyfriend, as bad as her mind is telling her not to take the cigarette (My dick) I FUCKING KNOW SHE IS GOING TO CAVE... She is being resistant as hell but IIIIIII FUCKING KNOW she will cave.

So help me. How can I sabotage their relationship quicker. How can I take her back.

I know I shouldn't do this, I know its terrible. But part of me wants to prove to myself that I can tame the dragon that fucked me before. Part of me wants to hurt her like I got hurt. Part of me wants to love her because deep down inside in the thrown depths of my subconscious I know that she is one of the first girls I really loved and had sex with and I know that the firsts scientifically you will always care about to some degree.

What the fuck do I do.