Hi,

3 years ago, i adopted many redpill concepts after being a beta at work, with girls, and a pushover in many aspects of life. the truth was hard to swallow. Being cheated on, lost my father in the process, 2 burnouts at work and finally the depression...No peace of mind for 2 years. I saw my ex-gf (who I taught was a decent person) ride the CC hard. And I hated myself for being duped so easily. I quited everything, restarted my life. Now I got a better job, the money, ladies around (decent looking, ready to submit...or so it seems) (awalt ofc). I became "bold" in the process, assertive with colleagues, with women ("you're in or you're out" mindset). I refused to take shit from anyone. I taught this could bring me peace and some sens of joy. Why doesn't it feel this way?