This is not meant for all of you shills who repeat the basic mantras but have no real world experience. I do. I am the guy from the other day who runs the sensual massage page on instagram. I have been with in the range of 200-300 women and loved romancing all of them. Oneitis isn't something I've had since high school, although I suppose you could call this a form of oneitis,.

I am STILL, so utterly sensitive to rejection. And not always, often I can handle it, but when Ive put real time in and built a rapport, and am just thrown away so easily. See my post about what happened the other day. Now, I have a potential LTR and 3 other plates spinning as we speak, along with several potential more, including clients for the massages. So this is NOT an abundance issue. What is the issue, is Ive been quarantined alone, spent 2 weeks sexting and masturbating with this girl every night, finally broke quarantine to see her, and was thrown away like hot garbage with no recourse given.

Idk if it is just me or a complex I have, or if this is universal. But these rejections drive me crazy. I was depressed, in bed all night, and now I just want to go ham on her social media and embarrass her. And this is a girl I didn't;'t even know 2 weeks ago. I just dont understand how they go from so hot to cold so fast, and there is nothing you can do about it. Leaves me full of "what might have beens"

What might have been is sex with an immature brat, which ive had plenty of in my life. Idk, I am still feeling the pain, and I want all of your opinions and advice. Again, those with real world experience. Dont tell me abundance bro, because I have it, and it isn't helping.