A bit of background... 17 about to be 18 Swallowed the pill in 2017 Started dating “Jessica” mid January

Hello redpillers. I’ve encountered a predicament that has caused me to questioning my decisions and search for RedPill advice. Me and Jessica started dating. I like her a lot as a person, and we have fun a lot. As you know...Valentines Day is coming up, and me being the happy go lucky chap, I decided to get something for Jessica. After searching the store, I decided to buy, what I would consider, an expensive gift. However, as I reevaluate the status on our relationship, I’m questioning weather or not she deserves it or not. Maybe I’m going a bit overboard. She’s a nice, honest girl. She performed oral on me, and she is also a virgin. However, I don’t feel that we connect sufficiently on the levels of personal/conversational that I would require from an LTR. Jessica is a nice girl blah blah, but I’ve been realizing that there are a few other women that I talk to that show even more attraction towards me, have better conversation with me, and are also more attractive in general. All these other girls are practically begging me to go on dates with them, yet I can’t cheat on my girlfriend...or so they say. Does Jessica really deserve the title of girlfriend if there’s not too many desirable attributes about her aside from her looks? Does she deserve my gift? Should I return it and get something cheaper? Should I go on dates with these other girls while still being in a relationship with Jessica?

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TLDR: spent a lot of money on a gift for my girlfriend. I’m having doubts about our overall compatability. “Better” girls are throwing themselves at me, and begging for dates. What do I do?