I look at myself, and it's like I've spent most of my life like a grumpy old man, I am 20. Some people would describe it as I "walk around like I just lost my best friend". I make friends and people like me, but I just get frustrated with people too easily. I seem to know it all, as they say. And I am stubborn.

It keeps me from living my life the way I want, which is why I am here. The way I am leads me to say that I hate certain people when I don't have good reasoning behind it. Like to be honest I've thought about it and I don't even think about who my friends are, i fuck with everybody. I'm trying to reach my personal peaks, and I assume they are doing the same.

Full fledged workaholic, in school. I enjoy my job , then I come home workout, cook dinner for myself and then hang on the couch watchin tv or playing games or doing homework. I feel as though I have balanced my life.

I suppose my question. Does this resonate with any of you out there?

Been a grumpy old man who keeps to himself. Who everyone seems to accept but walks around like he just lost his best friend. I just need to know that my mindset isn't way off to the left.

I want to game girls, I want to continue working on my life, I want to stop thinking everyone I see is trying to bring me down. I just need to get past this hump.