I've been unfucking my mind and have one hang up... Sexuality.

In the book of pook, I would be the equivalent of a mannequin. When I get IOIs, which I get quite often and heavy. Deep eye contact, physical contact, verbal confirmation, etc, I don't escalate. I always seem to have bullshit excuses.

She's not good enough. Unrealistic expectations.

Don't drink. Refrain from fap. Lift heavy weights (my testosterone test came back at about 125% of normal) Lots of hobbies.

How can I get my sexuality back and start the escalation process. I.e. be a fucking man.