I need some help. I'm naturally alpha(6'3,Got a Bachelors,Been to Jail, Military family etc.) but I ended up with oneitis for this one girl. Funny thing is that I blocked her on facebook when I got schizophrenia because I was paranoid. I made another account and reached out to her letting her know that my break with reality in schizophrenia led me to treat her unfairly and that I was in jail and the psych ward. She ghosted with no reply or empathy. Recently her dad died of a heart attack and I hit her up to say sorry, again, ghosted. Are these chicks just self centred?