It's a weird moral dilemma, hear me out.

I've never cheated in my life. Never been cheated on.

Exclusively fucking this 9/10 in University, we've clearly stated it's not a relationship, we just enjoy each others company...exclusively.... (let's not get started on how I should be single in Uni. I got laid first night down, had my fun for 2 months, then met this chick)

It's the Christmas break. Separated for 3 weeks. From what I've seen in the months we've been together, totally honest girl. She knows I'd take no shit from her if she kissed another guy or worse. I'd drop her like a hot potato.

I've got a rep in the Uni, everyone likes me, they know my views on women (to an extent, don't want a marriage or relationship etc, could expand later) She 100% knows this. Social suicide for her to cheat on me. I've observed her behavior with having to tell the truth to someone and she always has, she doesn't let the guilt eat at her.

So if she cheated on me in these 3 weeks, I'd know when we got back. But that makes me mad. These 3 weeks I could be getting some if she cheated on me. Hell, there's already a girl on fb who asked me if I'm back up north, wants to get a drink and a hotel room.

If she does cheat and I've been fucking others, hell, i'm fine. Just drop the 9/10 instantly and move on. But if I've been fucking and she hasn't, well...

Would the morals eat away at me? Would you have a clean mind? I know a friend who has cheated on his girlfriend of 4 years SIX times but he stopped and settled down for her.

Or do you not really care what a 19 year old uni does? Do I see her becoming a LTR? I don't want a LTR as I'm in Uni and I'm sure I'll find more. But she's a damn 9/10 who COULD be LTR. Absolutely.

edit : WON'T BE CHEATING ON HER

TRP knocked sense into me. Thanks guys. Leaving the post up for others to laugh/learn/observe etc.