I know this is probably a stupid question, but I feel like im somewhere in this middle path of redpill and bluepill. I've improved a lot from my previous self in the last 11 months, going from loser virgin to making friends and getting laid, but I feel like im not reaching my maximum potential

For example, except for a few my friends are more like close acquaintances, the girl I fucked is a slut, Im much more confident but still get closed up in big groups/around hot girls. My games gotten better (anythings better from 0) but I'm still shit at gaming girls IRL, especially if they're hot. You get the point.

Which leads me to the question. Many people find TRP after getting their heart broken, which leads them to fully swallowing the pill and going on a path of self improvement. Hell, I've seen friends get cheated on, have a massive glo up and fuck the girls friends and their moms. since I found TRP when I had 0 experience with girls, I'm in a much better position right now when I started, which leaves me complacent and the self improvement process at a standstill.

I feel like if i'mma get my heart broken, now's a good time. I'm young, so I've time to recover, and i think getting my heart broken would be a learning experience and would help me destroy my beta self completely.