Ex LTR of four months and I broke up last month over differences on a few matters pertaining to religion that were bothering me especially considering that our families met and were prepared to get us married. I asked if she would change and she got very upset over the situation saying that I demanded her to change but really I just wanted to see if she would, if not then I would have said we weren’t compatible and ended it there. A few days later we spoke and she said she spoke with her parents and they don’t think moving forward is possible. She cried and said I really accepted you as my husband. I didn’t try to convince her to change her mind, wished her the best of luck and removed all contact.

It’s been a month now and I’m still not over it. I really thought this girl was going to be my wife and it bothered me that she didn’t even try reaching out after the break up. She would always be the one blowing up my phone, asking to see me, planning our honeymoon. I’ve been focusing on myself since then (lifting, working/school, dating other chicks) but i can’t get her out of my head and I feel pathetic.