My genes are horrible; bad bone structure, below average height, small wrists/feet/hand size, bad shoulder to hip ratio, and my genetic muscle limit is also low; I can't go over 170kg deadlift / 75kg bench / 120kg squat, even after months of trying to overload.

I want to give steroids a try, not because I want to put on mass, but also because I want to feel alive again. I was born with low T and the doctors here won't do anything about it because they're not low low, but below average.

But before I do (and I might not even do it), I'm researching about it like crazy, therefore I'm giving this place a shot.

I'd like to know you guys' experience with steroids, how it makes you feel, any bad effects, etc. Anything at all will be useful.