• met smv 7.5 at a poetry night through mutual friend
  • she asks for my Instagram
  • send her a message few days later making fun of her insta story
  • i end up arranging a date with her this Friday

The thing is she's been sending me a plethora of texts about how her new flatmate is totally CRAZY. She's upset that she went to a lot of effort and expense to make her new flatmate feel welcome only for it to go unappreciated. I just replied saying "clearly she doesn't appreciate your hospitality as much I would" Then she sends me a whole more load of vomit about the same thing. Should I just ignore her until we see each other on Friday? I'm busy with my mission and don't have time to be replying to stuff like that.

This is probably my beta mentality trickling through but I actually feel bad being so dry/not responding much to her woes. But on the hand this is what makes me SEXUALLY attractive, as I'm not letting her use me a friendzoned emotional tanpon?

Lastly, I have to admit I'm pretty excited/nervous about this date. I'm trying not to pedestalize her but it's hard as she's a much higher smv than the girls I got with before swallowing the RP. I suppose I still need time to get used to what happens when I raise my smv through lifting, assertiveness, game, confidence etc.