Well, the pill just went down my throat pretty well, it's settled in now.

To give a brief overview, I've just started, you could say, building my frame in the last two weeks.

I've been hitting the gym, following my diet, socializing the necessary amount and most importantly focusing on learning/reading the things I want to learn, very regularly.

I'd honestly say there's nothing I could have done better.

Despite this, it still kills me to know that I'll never have that picture perfect relationship I thought I would a couple years ago and I honestly miss a number of women I've had relationships with in the past.

I can feel myself getting better, coming to terms with it, but at other times I'm not sure. Is this just a phase, am I still in the early stages, will this pass?

I feel that if it doesn't my only options would be to either off myself or actively delude myself.

Any tips on coming to terms with the pill?

TL;DR: Will I get used to the red pill eventually if I keep operating at optimal capacity?