So I'm a fat piece of shit. I weigh over 230 lbs and am a short fucker, coming in at 5'9. I'm also a NEET, a result of years of victim mentality, blue pill, and being afraid of becoming what society always taught me was being an asshole or "evil". IN reality, they just wanted me to be complacent so they can use me and keep me out of their way.

And all it's done is land me back at my dad's house, with no job, and no money.

So I'm sick of it. I'm sick of society, and myself, so I'm going to stop being a little faggot-ass bitch, and fast.

Almost all there is to eat at my dad's house is carbs and sugar, so I'm just not going to eat. I'm thinking of at least going for a week doing nothing but drinking green tea and water, and since I can't afford a gym membership, going to the park and working out with calisthenics first, then with dumbbells after I've lost some weight.

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While doing all this, I'm going to continue to work on becoming financially independent as a freelance web developer, and read up on some red pill things.

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What are y'all's thoughts?