19y/o male at university. Basically I was plating a girl at my uni while plating several others however she was more of a main plate as I'd see her more regularly. However I kept her at a distance seeing her only about twice a week, usually meeting at the club and going home with eachother at the end of the night. She knew I had other girls I was seeing and she was okay with it from what I understood. She was a real feminine girl who cooked me roast and we went out on a few dates.

Fast forward to the end of term last month, I moved back to my ends for a few weeks where I still kept in touch but kept it on the minimum. She was buying linguere for when I would come back to uni a week before. The week I get back we planned to meet up on the day I got back at 5pm. Turns out I left mine at 5pm to which she said she was busy at 8pm and if she could see me the next day in the evening. I complied. Next evening I message her to which she replies late at night as she had work to which she said she had to stay at work for a few extra hours, then proceeds to say she's on her period and she's too tired to see me, however said she's out Thursday, Friday and Saturday and she'll see me then. I just replied saying okay and though nothing of it.

Friday comes along and I decide if she doesn't come out to a date or see me I'd ghost her and forget and it. Turns out she's excited to go for a date and we proceed to meet. I get to hers and go for a kiss to which she's gives me the cheek. I thought maybe because I havnt seen her in a while I had to move a bit slow. Proceed to go to her room to which she says I can't fuck you anymore, it's a bit complicated. I quietly accept and wish her well with it. She says we don't have to go out to the restaurant, however I said I was gunna go get lunch anyway if she wants to join me. She complies. The whole time she talks about past memories and it was hard as towards seeing her this week I started to invest some feelings and wanted to LTR her however I didn't want to commit as that's her job. Throught the time i saw her, She didn't really bring up that she wanted to take things further however you can tell she like to stick to one guy however I suspect she's seeing another guy from my friend who said she's on snapmaps in some neighbourhood near her job.

Been smashing pr's at the gym, hit a 170kg deadlift and trying to move forward however wondering what I could of done different. Kept my distance, had other girls, didn't pedestal her. Maybe too alpha? Seems like more of a LTR girl however she never really pushed for anything exclusive which I understand is her job to bring up. Thanks for the help