I try to keep the story as short as possible:

I´m 32 years old and had some rough years, struggling with myself. Not living up to my potential. Ignoring the Matrix and living the unhappy Beta-Bluepill-life. In the last three months I started noFap, discovered TRP and got my shit together overall (still a long journey ahead, but very happy with myself so far).

So here´s the thing: my ex-gf (20 years old HB8-8.5) asked me in April if I wanted to go to a festival with her. As I´ve never been to one really and I like to do new things (recently at least), I said "ok". If she booked all the tickets, got the tent etc. We are not really that much in touch anymore, especially since I started TRP. We met up in June and because I just started noFap for like two weeks we ended up having sex (we split up like a year ago and she told me I was the first guy she had sex with since then. LOL, really had to pull myself together to keep a straight face on that lie.) She is kinda bisexual and the typical "sweet-and-innocent-as-fuck" on the outside, "total-Slut-in-reality" type. She already got two companions for the festival from some online forum (both female) and this festival in particular is known for a lot of drunk 20-somethings. So it could go either way: me fucking some 20 year old sluts and/or her at some point. (I always get judged mid-twenties and am quite fit as I´m into martial arts) Or (probably more likely) her fucking around like crazy there. Which wouldn´t really hinder me in doing the same, but could fuck up my MoJo as I just began this journey and am far from being bullet-proof.

So should I take this as a challenge on TRP-road: going along, enjoying myself as much as possible, approaching and flirting the whole weekend under "difficult conditions". (like in "kill the boy, to become the man, Jon Snow")

Or should I avoid this trip, because: fuck doing anything and going anywhere with your ex?

Note: I absolutely don´t want her back and didn´t even initiate conversation once in the last four or five months. So no one-itis case here. Just could be an awkward weekend.

tl;dr: could go to a 4-day-festival with my bisexual, slutty ex. Wanna know what you guys think.