OK, so after my past posts, I actually tried to approach women and try the sidebar and TRP.

Now I'm 18 yo and kissless virgin. And I've known TRP since 1.5 month and my worldview and behaviour have changed little by little since then.

Last week, we've had a party and the whole school was there. People singing, getting drunk etc. And I thought It'd be the best time to actually put TRP to use. Now early into the night, I'm in the queue to buy myself a drink. And this girl "school's queen" everybody is chasing, tries to get in front of me in the queue. I tell her to get in the line in a jokingly way. After this she tells me to buy her a drink, I laugh and say I don't buy girls that are more handsome than me drinks and she should buy me one. We laugh then I leave her. During the night I see others hitting on her, racing each other to talk to her. Later, while we are changing venues, she comes to me and asks to take some photos. The other guys see this and rush in to get into the photo aswell trying to leave me out. She gets them out and finally we take the photo. But even after this guys are chasing her to speak a word with her through the night. Now this is of course, nothing and I'm definetly not saying like "oh yeah, I'm such a chad now because of this particular girl talked and done these things with me." No, but I think this is one of the immediate effects of TRP, what do you guys think?

Secondly, I seperate another girl from group and we start talking and I'm teasing, and joking. I bring the conv. to sexual topics. Now this alone is an improvement for me. I've always had diffuculty with girls and couldn't even steer the conv up to that point before. After some time I pour her another glass of vodka and ask to go for a "walk". We go to some bench away from others. She sits away from me, but the conversation is going on and at this point I have no idea how to proceed, but after reading some of the posts here, I take her from the hips and bring closer. She stays that way, but says "I think you are hitting on me, but nothing's gonna happen." I recognize this shitttest and just go on like nothing happened but after a few minutes, I look into her eyes, but she gets up and says she's sorry etc. Here, I think I fucked up and don't try to stop her.

The reason for this post is to get advice, recommendations for future, the things you'd have done and most importantly to look back to this post some time in the future and see how I improved.

Note that I was ultra beta bluepill before and never been intimate with girls before. So I have no experience and I'm still in HS so pretty young.

What are your advices? Where did I fuck up? For future oppurtunities.