I’m in college and met this girl in October preTRP and our fallout was what led me here. I got lucky, she’s an HB9 who does modeling, idk how I even landed her. She is my friend’s cousin and we have all the same friends. She’s always there whenever we hangout, when I see them on campus, etc.

I want to just forget about her, but her constant presence around me always makes me fall back into thinking about her and how I can get her back. It just feels like whatever gains I’m making in my life get shit on when I’m around her.