Hi everyone,

I'll keep the background as short as I can. I've read almost every TRP material in the past two years. I've been constantly lifting, reading and improving myself. I've seen in action all the theory mentioned around here and it was without exception true.

Few months ago something terrible/awesome happened to me. I've finally met an unicorn. She's a HB9 who shares all of my weird hobbies, reads the same books as I do, submissive, low N count, coming from a long term relationship (the only one that she ever had) and pretty much treats me like a king. During this time, I never lost frame and I have plenty of other options as well, so we're fine right now.

The problem is that all of the other options became extremely boring and uninteresting for me. I can't even enjoy sex with other girls anymore and I find them annoying pretty fast. All of this shit gives me terrible anxiety, probably because I'm way too invested. I have a lot of activities, I lift and I'm pretty busy, but I still get anxious whenever I think she I might lose this one.

I feel like a damn beta inside, although I never show it and I can't seem to shake this feeling and potentially see her like any other girl I've fucked, since I've had a decent experience and never found someone who I've enjoyed talking to/ doing things with as much as it happened to me with this one. How can I actually stop being a pussy and just enjoy this great time?

tl;dr: Found unicorn after many, many boring horses, how to handle this feeling like the right way and just enjoy it?