Hi,

Generally i'm a people pleaser and I avoid confrontation..

But there's a small subset of subjects where I have a lot of pent up rage and frustration due to incompetent "professionals" who get in my way , either in work life or when dealing with health care providers who, all too commonly , walk all over their patients in socialized / free healthcare systems / large institutions.

This isn't some irrational incel rage; these are people who have wrong me repeatedly ,and benefit from an immunity from blame due to their "status" in some governmental institution and the limited amount of facetime you get when you have to deal with them. As an example, if you look at the handling of the current global infection, doctors who live in old folks homes are letting people die because their don't believe in Vitamin D and Zinc. This is just an example, this doesn't affect me personally, but man would I like to lean in on these people and make them accountable for their actions.

Normally it's unwise to stir up shit with unionized fucktards but, despite being lazy for many things, I have unlimited energy reserves on this particular subject that I can use to antagonize these people who not only fuck me on a yearly basis , but are also fucking other people (namely, their patients and employees)

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I think it was David Goggins who said something about leaning into rage to use it positively instead of suppressing it?

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If I could channel my rage and resentment towards these people and expose them, this could be a of tremendous benefit to my healing