About me
So, I've been the most biggoted, shortsighted little blue pill there is. my Ex decided to change that by hurting my little blue beta heart by cheating with a bodybuilder (how's that for hurting ones self esteem?) so i sobbed like the cry baby i was until i found better things to do and found TRP. So right now I'm a blank sheet, an unwritten paper, and i need some help to start my journey towards becoming the most Alpha fucker who's ever existed.

Background
Been my Ex's tampong/doormat for most part of the post-relationship (Buying her stuff when hangin out, emotional tampong etc.) but I'm through with that. I am in no way emotionally attached to her anymore.

Main Issue
Well, me and the Ex are going to meet up for the weekend, watch TV-series or some shit? Either way i want her to want me back, so i can get that sweet sweet revenge, or at least keep her as a trophy-fuck, it would be a huge step to becoming red and really boost my self-confidence knowing that i own her. And she's always seen me as a blue pill, so coming back as red just might work. Also I'm supposedly the best fuck she's ever had... well probably not but i might proove her otherwise after this weekend.

Now, what is your analysis of the situation? Any tips/tricks for a confused, lost blue pill trying to improve? Oh and btw my SMV is over the fucking charts. Higher than hers, that much i know.