Very long time lurker on TRP, from grade 12 to my second year of university I have consistently learned and applied the main goals and philosophies of TRP. I lift, do combat sports, study hard and party harder. I have had a fairly active sex life as a result and I only have TRP to thank. However now, I have a sort of empty void in my heart. I know this sounds really wierd but it's kind of hard to explain. I've been redpilled enough to know that an LTR is not a great idea but I see a lot of my friends in loving relationships and can't help but feel jealous. I have talked to some girls about dating but no one wants to date, they only want to have sex - no strings attached. No matter how many girls I bang over the weekend, I'll probably never have a partner to enjoy life with. Is there something wrong with me?