We met in college. She is fat, but I have always loved her. Virgin until me. First real love i'd say. Wanted to upgrade her, I love projects. Abortion first two years. Its been three years now but i remember when things went south. All of a sudden it seemed she was just a bitch. I knew about keeping my value high but i think I stopped caring. I lost my job, she paid for everything and pit gas and money in my pocket. I can see how she got tired.... But. I have been punched, called a bitch. She has told me four times that she cheated. Every time she takes it back, every time it was in a fight. I've bitched out, ive yelled, even cried. There is no question here really. I'm reading the sidebar, calisthenics ,eating a shit ton, and working on being success to my self. However, yes I am still with this girl. Give me literally everything you got TRP. Help me with your wisdom and experience. Much appreciated in advance.