I'm in a bit of a slump right now, just looking for any general guidance from anyone who has been here before. To put it plainly my life has almost became too "perfect" and I'm in a bit of a crisis now. I've been grinding for the last 15 years. I started with nothing and fought for everything I have. I guess I identified as a bit of an underdog but now I'm in a position where it is paying off. Well paying job that I love, seeing multiple great women, just got a new apartment and a new house...I guess you could say I've received everything I wanted. I'm very grateful for the position I'm in now mostly because nobody gave me shit. Every single thing I have now I fought for myself but in that I guess is where my issue is. My whole like I have been a fighter. Every day I woke up scratching and clawing and that's what I identified with. Now that I have what I fought so hard for I guess you could say I fear becoming complacent. I still want to fight. I still want to wake up with the same desire I've always had but my current life is admittedly making me far too comfortable. It's like you have a certain way you imagine your life will be when you get everything you have ever wanted and that is just simply not the case. So long story short I guess I'm just trying to find the spark again and not get too comfortable with how things are. It's ironic because I'm almost more depressed now than when I woke up everyday with nothing. I feel like I have lost my direction.