This isn't a bitching/complaining post. I am just curious.

I've been a lurker on TRP for about 3 months now. I've improved immensely in generally every area. I have no complaints in life. After my ex cheated in October I found TRP, got to reading and learning. School is going well, family, fucked 5 girls in just Jan and Feb alone, 6'3, 185 lbs, 22 years old. I'd say I'm a solid 8. Job and social life both great, but I just feel depressed out of nowhere often.

I'm constantly learning and reading, improving myself but I just feel like I need more out of life. Anyone else been in the same boat?

Edit: I'm not looking for sympathy or an "It'll all be okay".