23M been stuck in a depressive rut for months now. No job, not in school, student debt piling up I'm 16 credits away from a bachelor's degree in business accounting. Living with my parents not doing anything except going to the gym. Live in a small town, mentally stuck in the brain of an 8 year old so I've been told. Suicidal because I was diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder many times. Feel hopeless honestly don't know why my dumbass is writing this shit paragraph.

Life is meaningless. Only reason I'm not killing myself is becuase I don't want my family to suffer through that pain. End rant.