So before i discovered this subreddit, i was beta as fuck. I was the nice guy to every girl i liked and a dick to all the ones i didn't. Got all the ones i didn't like and never got any of the ones i liked.

One girl, seen as being the perfect girl (in my deranged eyes at least) never had a bf, first kiss, nothing, became my new target. Vday came around i sent her roses after countless times of her finding ways out of potential dates over the summer. Clearly, she no longer had a choice and finally decided to take me up on my offer. Went on a few dates everything was good. Her birthday came along so i decided to surprise her at her house with balloons and a few thoughtful presents so she'd know i think about the little things (max beta level reached). She was going away for school in September so we were going to see what would happen in the future. Ended it before hand because i felt like she wasn't into it. (who would want a beta?) she wanted to stay friends so i did until recently realizing I'm nothing more then an orbiter so i cut her out. She recently found out I've been hooking up with girls ever since and now wants nothing to do with me. Is there a way out of this situation? Or is it time to finally move on and let this one go?