Im 21 and Ive been rejected 8/8 times as of yesterday. My self esteem was crushed as one would expect having never been able to secure a date and I did wallow in self pity this morning. Thankfully though, I hit the gym, meditated, talked to Redditors and refreshed on some red pill knowledge and I'm feeling alot better and I've gotten over it for the most part like I did the last seven. The sting of rejection will always be there but its improving.

I'm not quite sure what steps to take next though. I'm still lifting, studying hard, working and eating right. I'm doing most things right.

I have noticed one thing though. I seem to be depressed and be giving off a bad vibe which is why i might be getting rejected so often. I also don't have a social circle and I'm very inexperienced with seduction which are other reasons why I fail.

What steps can I take now to improve this? The only way it seems I can practice is to go out in the field but I get destroyed each time with constant rejection. Do I sit back and read on some more literature? What should I be reading? Or do I keep going out into the field and firing in the dark? Cause eventually no matter how much I read i still have to do that.

What's the best use of my time here?

Thanks.